I need an Oasis.
I’m not sure what it is: a place, a song, a person, a project. But I know it’s something that can totally lose myself in, like a big down comforter on a chilly fall morning.
I haven’t been satisfied with myself, my doings, in quite sometime. I might call this Paul-itis because maybe this is what he was feeling when he didn’t know how to express himself. I don’t know. No, that’s not true. I do know, there are a handful of things that I want, that are not possible for me to just grab. They are dependant on other people, other decisions, other activities. Outside of myself.
So, I’m going to get up take a shower and go into my search for my oasis. I have a distinct feeling I’m not going to find it in New York City today though… but, one does never know.
The sun just slipped its note below my door
And I cant hide beneath my sheets
Ive read the words before so now I know
The time has come again for me
And Im feelin the same way all over again
Feelin the same way all over again
Singin the same lines all over again
No matter how much I pretend
Another day that I cant find my head
My feet dont look like theyre my own
Ill try and find the floor below to stand
And I hope I reach it once again
And Im feelin the same way…