I am in a fucked-up goofy mood today. Silly. I did get quite a bit of work done this morning, but chatting on-line with an equally silly person finally made me completely unproductive. Oh well. I’ll take silly over grown-up anyday.
Yesterday was Jenni’s birthday. She hosted a cookout. On a complete whim I invited Seamus. I really didn’t think he’d come. He works too hard. But he did, and we kicked ass in Scrabble, had a gorgeous heart to heart. Made up for not going to see the fireworks tonight, though I’m not hurt, I knew there was a possibility it wouldn’t be able to happen. What’s weird about that, is I really am ok with the cancellations and the speed of things. Patience has never been my friend, but I’ve grown so much this year, that it seems like a natural quality.
That is not to say that I don’t get giggly and excited at the prospect of seeing him. But, it’s completely ok for it to happen when it happens.
World’s biggest grin…